Ever felt strong emotions or a strong attachment to someone you probably shouldn’t? I’m there.
I’m inexplicably drawn to a man who stirs up emotions I have never felt before. It sounds wonderful until I say that he is not emotionally available. I think sometimes he wants to be, but then other times I think it’s a game of cat and mouse that he likes to plays.
It’s the worst game of back and forth with poor communication mixed in. Riding this ride is a natural wreck for me. It triggers
feelings of not being good enough and wondering what I did wrong – only I know I didn’t do anything wrong.
I’m not sure how to get this guy out of my head, out of my heart and out of my system. There’s always this small nagging pull. It’s even worse when he randomly reaches out. I can logically tell myself that his random texts asking how I am doing have no substance, but they are enough to cloudy my mind.
So it’s even more important for me to remind myself of my basic must-haves and that a loving relationship should be just that … loving.
good grief have you been in my head lately hang in there